Saturday, February 19, 2011

Sweet wanabe writer...

so i was looking at my old myspace profile.... yeah i know so jr. high. but i found this interesting blog...

The game

Hurling in the air like shards of glass ripping and tearing through your lungs
Exhaling out like it was your last breath. The score close, 13-14, beams of the suns light no where to be found and the coldness wrapped around you like white on snow. Thinking about the talk around all the schools, “Bonneville, who’s that.” “Bonneville…easy take away team” All that work saved up. All the pain the sweat and even tears yes even those feminine tears that we fear, all the friendships we’ve made over these years. Just because of this game. We stroll out toward the battered and torn battle ground. Being lifted by the glorious site of the prize, the trophy the name the respect all which we would almost die for, just for the game. Everyone in there positions no one make a sound, the reff declared “players down” my heart was racing just watching that ball. But I remember always to wait cautiously every time. The thunder in my head was rolling with all its might “players set” no one could feel the way I felt. Those 1.3 seconds felt like a lifetime of sitting and waiting. Threw my mind I was thinking the clamp the sweep the, WWEEEET. Without thinking the kid next to me was swift like... nothing I couldn’t see where the ball and he had gone. Before I thought the second whistle came too an instant. My heart rushed to the yelling of the oblivious enemy and the reff calling “false start, free clear” the yelling the cheering the thunder in my head, the twenty seven seconds left in the game. The whistle came the rush of testosterone cycled threw me. As I ran toward the goal the red in the defense eyes glowed. I was scared what if I missed what would coach think. Without a thought I pass to my other teammate. His man controlling him like the rag dall that he is made him pass back to me “o great here’s my chance” the ball felt ridiculously heavy. I stroked back the ball still inside. A whish! A bash! The pain in my neck! The waiting, the quietness o great I think i’m dead! Still quiet still silent nothing yet then in that moment the ping of the left hand bar. The final ring of the end of the game bell made my heat sink deep down, I felt like gagging. All the work the tears all the hard times in conditioning. My team was sad mad and disappointed. I never felt so low in my life. The coach spoke with boldness “i'm proud the way you played today doesn’t matter win or loose you all have become better lacrosse players and gentlemen too.” The team was lifted like dieing and going to heaven. We all laughed and shared our great and precious memories, all the times where we had huge mistakes. And all the glory hogs favorite plays. Well one thing is for sure, in me not a doubt, that there is no better sport. The thing that made us better athletes better people and gave us better friends. We all have one thing in common my team and me that is we love this thing, this thing is the game.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

lacrosse?

well, things are groovy. got to go to the U of U lacrosse game. I cant wait to play! O and just so you know i want to be mark manning when i grow up. that kid is so sick! but yeah the game was fun, i ended up in the coaches box holding up cards for the different rides we were going to do. the game ended up a slaughter house, the final score was 20-3 so the Utes took in home.
Frontrunner is pretty lagit when its free! i wish alot of things were free like gas, school, and the goldfish cracker things... but im glad i found a free way to salt lake, cause no affence but the green lanturn sucks alot of gas! so its nice to give him a rest.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

sometimes life is good!

Well rough times are sorta better now. I found out ill be able to ride the Frontrunner and Trax to lacrosse practice in Salt Lake, so I can stop driving every other day. While being a student it’s free-ninety-free! There is one thing down off the stress out McKade list. Speaking of Lacrosse I talked to coach and he invited me to go to Cali with the team! But the downer was I had to pay my way... right now I can’t afford that. I’m excited to actually join the team next fall! 
I swear I got an epiphany the other day. I was riding the shuttle at school back to my car when an advertisement came on the radio about donating plasma for money. I asked my sister Karlie about it and she asked if I really was stooping to that level, but hey, when you need money you need it! I think I’m going to be start doing that soon. Get some cash money in the bank. Woot woot!
Other than that school is rockin!... not... but I’m keeping up with the classes I have! (english 2010, music 1010, history 1700, sociology 1010, and dance 1010) stupid generals! Life will be good when they are done! 

Tuesday, February 8, 2011